== *SIGH* ==

It has been a while ne minna??

GENKI?? <333

i guess ive been ok, but ive been so tired lately. i did have school finals, but that wasnt what was bringing me down...

its HIDEZO.

i kno. ud think that a TAKKI-FAN ,who was actually THERE @ the concert, would actually *HAVE* the darn puppy. BUT NO, however I DID TRY!!!
i got into the merchandise line in the first Yokohama show, and i bought EVERYTHING except for a HIDEZO doll.
lady said, "I am sorry, theres no more."

*THUUDDD*
ok so that got me down - so after the 1st show, i DID NOT GET BACK INTO THE MERCHANDISE LINE AGAIN because i THOUGHT HIDEZO WAS SOLD OUT FOR *BOTH* SHOWS....

*slams head onto book shelf/everywall in the house/a brick wall/glass table*

WHY WAS I SOOOO STUPID??!?!??!?!?

so ok, ive been on Yahoo!Auctions searching and BIDDING for all these HIDEZOs like a madwoman.
and ive lost EVERY BID.
i even bid up to 180,000 YEN FOR A YOKOHAMA 1!!!!!
ive stayed up for a total of 3 ALL NIGHTERS and im just soo tired of this!!!!!

T______________T
i dont want to b a brat and say that i *HAVE TO GET HIDEZO* but its just that I AM SO MAD @ MYSELF FOR BEING SO STUPID!! i was actually THERE @ the concert, AND I STILL MANAGED TO miss Hidezo?!?!?!

now i only have ONE more CHANCE left.
I CANT BELIEVE IT. JUST ONE HIDEZO LEFT ON AUCTIONS.
and if i miss this CHANCE i will NEVER GET IT.
*cries*

i swear im like @ the verge of tears. i want it sooo badly im crying (GOD HOW PATHETIC OF ME!!! V____V) WHAT AM I GOING TO DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WAHHH~~~