= MOST important day of the YEAR =

its on the same day. for the same person. for the same purpose.
i seriously cant believe that Takki is already 24!!!
i still remember celebrating his birthday last year!!!

Takki, its another year and you've once again proved to us how TRULY AMAZING you are. before i do all the birthday wishes and stuff, i wanna tell you about my year with u.

ive had this routine. wake up, say good morning to all ur posters in my room, dress for school, go to school, come home, and sit in front of the comp all night and either do homework or stare at you. (sound creepy? XDDD)
i would do that every single day. you have just changed MY life in SO MANY WAYS POSSIBLE, its scary - and I'm only ONE of your major fans. imagine all the other BAJILLION lives that youve touched. My friends @ school and everyone who knows me dont recognize me as Bonnie, BUT as the CHINESE-GIRL-WHOS-OBSESSED-WITH-SOME-JAPANESE-STAR-CALLED-TAKKI.

i went to Japan last year in December. Just to see you. of course it may not sound like such a big deal for you or anybody else that mightve done the same, but it was for me. it was my first time going to Japan. my first time seeing you, flesh and all. my first time listening to you sing LIVE. my first time watching you dance LIVE. and my first time being so touched by a song, that i cried.
that day, i spent hours in front of the mirror. i rushed my dad out the door and even scared the CRAP out of myself because we took the wrong train to Shin Yokohama. I waited in the GREAT WALL OF CHINA line outside, and the entire time i had this weird feeling in my stomach. it just felt weird because i was standing outside the arena, KNOWING that u were INSIDE. maybe even just a WALL away from me.

got inside. made new friends. concert began. u came out. happy tears and screams that didnt really sound like screams @ all XDD i remember the most about that SPECIFIC moment you came walking down the runway...and i was only a YARD away from u. i also remember Venus and all the cute laughs and smiles. and then Negai in the 1st show because that was where i cried the most.
i guess people would just find that last sentence EMO, but i dont think they would understand unless theyve gone through what I had to go through to finally be/get so close to you. You're handsome, talented, well-mannered, extremely nice, kind-hearted, hilarious, hardworking, determined, and just PERFECT. i love you so much and i wish you the best this upcoming year.