== T___T ==

ok.

so I am not allowed to go to the 8/20th Tsubacon.

im sad about it, but i dont blame my parents. we've always wanted to remodel our house and this summer is really the perfect time to do it. and if i use the $3-5 grand (which is a chunk of the remodel ing money), then we wont b able to afford a new fridge, TV, carpet, and/or furniture. which would suck XD cause we need 'em. badly. *LOL*

i feel bad tho. it will be Shelby's sweet 16, but i guess it cant be helped. $3-5 grand is A LOT of money. $3-5 grand would only buy me 3 days in Japan. only 3 hurried days. and 2 nights @ a crumby hotel. no wonder my parents were like, "Are you SURE you want to do this???" XDD

poor Shelby tho. we got everything going our way. like we found a ticket source, we had a friend in Japan (who would help us around), and Johnny's Film Festa to be looking forward to too. REALLLLLY SAD. hopefully my dad will get some money back from some people so that if there is a T&T con in the winter/earlier next year, then i'll b able to go. if we dont get some money after the renovations....i wont b able to go to any of the future concerts T_____T

DAMMIT. this sucks like a leech. and i hate it when my mother is too lazy to walk across the room to talk to my dad. she just HAS to YELL across the room, adding on to the VERY annoying racket thats already coming from the TV. UGGGGGH and when i tell her to stop yelling, she gets pissed and starts banging things. MY GOODNESS. exactly *WHO* is the teenager in this household??!? jesus christ i love my mother, but sometimes she can be the most ANNOYING person in the universe. (forigve me...im just ranting XDDD)

and there she goes slamming the utensils into the drawers again...yeah mom like i dont get that you're mad. DO I LOOK STUPID TO U??? u dont have to break our eating utensils to prove how annoyed you are. STUPID. WELCOME to my life. u dont see me going around slamming and cramming the dishes into the cabinet do u??? GRRR its ok. its alright. T&T's HO! SUMMER is gonna be out soon...like in a month but thats ok. its all good. AWWWWWW BUT TAKKI LOOKED SO ADORABLE + DORKY + MANLY w/ those glasses of his!!!!! KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA o man i just wanna *PINCH PINCH* hhahahah

and that has been my day today. yeah what a wonderful 4th of July.

The End.