== a Takki-free entry? ==
XDDD i will TRY to pull off a Takki-free entry...LOL (I doubt i can make it tho)
ok so ANYWHO.
ive been doing a lot of thinking and planning lately. about college and the trip in Dec.
college first. im worried that its gonna b really hard. and since im so used to being a lazyass procrastinator... its prob gonna b like HELL for me for the first couple of weeks. ive looked thru my japanese textbooks and they look comprehendible... but they also look like theyre gonna b taught @ a very fast pace. which is not a good news for me because i need to learn @ my own pace or else everything will go *BLUR* -- *THUDDD* but this IS college. what the hell did i expect? XD and then theres the question: "What do i want to be in the future?"
my main focus is JAPAN. and i know i'll b moving there later, but exactly WHEN? and WHAT am i gonna be doing there? (haha besides going to JE cons + events) i dunno. i just kno that that's where i belong. hmmmm, ive thought about becoming a designer. But in what feild? i dunno. becoming a translator sounds pretty cool...the benefits r nice...but its kinda boring (and im only fluent in Cantonese. im still kinda OUT THERE when it comes to Mandarin and Japanese) but i certainly dont want to pick a career only for its benefits. it sounded like a pretty good idea @ first, but ive thought about it and realized that my main goal in life is to be happy. and i dont want to waste 1/10 of my life doing something that i dont want to do. but my mom said that i shouldnt rush these kind of things. *SIGH* me kno mommy but u cant blame me for being curious! XDD
so ok. done w/ that rant. Japan trip is next. i am getting SOOOOO worried (even tho its kinda pointless) Sasaki-san hasnt replied back yet. i sent him a letter 2 days ago asking him if he had recieved the FC letter yet/if he could help me call the FC and purchase the ticket ballots that way (since the deadline is coming up!!!!) but STILL no reply. i kno i can always have him buy the tickets off of some other member, but still! i dont want to b disappointed! and i certainly dont want the people [that ive agreed to get the tickets for] to b disappointed either!! SASAKI-SAN PLEASE EMAIL ME SOOOOOOOON. ive already bought my plane tickets! this is really not cool. but i really shouldnt worry about this. i WILL get my tickets.
HAHHA dammit i just realized i was ranting about the con tickets. XD and that links to *the-man-who-must-not-be-named-in-this-post* LOLLL DAMMIT. i failed.
ok so ANYWHO.
ive been doing a lot of thinking and planning lately. about college and the trip in Dec.
college first. im worried that its gonna b really hard. and since im so used to being a lazyass procrastinator... its prob gonna b like HELL for me for the first couple of weeks. ive looked thru my japanese textbooks and they look comprehendible... but they also look like theyre gonna b taught @ a very fast pace. which is not a good news for me because i need to learn @ my own pace or else everything will go *BLUR* -- *THUDDD* but this IS college. what the hell did i expect? XD and then theres the question: "What do i want to be in the future?"
my main focus is JAPAN. and i know i'll b moving there later, but exactly WHEN? and WHAT am i gonna be doing there? (haha besides going to JE cons + events) i dunno. i just kno that that's where i belong. hmmmm, ive thought about becoming a designer. But in what feild? i dunno. becoming a translator sounds pretty cool...the benefits r nice...but its kinda boring (and im only fluent in Cantonese. im still kinda OUT THERE when it comes to Mandarin and Japanese) but i certainly dont want to pick a career only for its benefits. it sounded like a pretty good idea @ first, but ive thought about it and realized that my main goal in life is to be happy. and i dont want to waste 1/10 of my life doing something that i dont want to do. but my mom said that i shouldnt rush these kind of things. *SIGH* me kno mommy but u cant blame me for being curious! XDD
so ok. done w/ that rant. Japan trip is next. i am getting SOOOOO worried (even tho its kinda pointless) Sasaki-san hasnt replied back yet. i sent him a letter 2 days ago asking him if he had recieved the FC letter yet/if he could help me call the FC and purchase the ticket ballots that way (since the deadline is coming up!!!!) but STILL no reply. i kno i can always have him buy the tickets off of some other member, but still! i dont want to b disappointed! and i certainly dont want the people [that ive agreed to get the tickets for] to b disappointed either!! SASAKI-SAN PLEASE EMAIL ME SOOOOOOOON. ive already bought my plane tickets! this is really not cool. but i really shouldnt worry about this. i WILL get my tickets.
HAHHA dammit i just realized i was ranting about the con tickets. XD and that links to *the-man-who-must-not-be-named-in-this-post* LOLLL DAMMIT. i failed.